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Mad as a March Hare

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 28, 2009, 9:26 AM
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The title is a British phrase which refers to the "boxing" matches hares perform during the breeding season. How appropriate the violence is, considering the month of March is adapted from the Old French "Martius" which means "the month of Mars", not just a planet, but the Roman God of war.

Bur rather than get worked up, I'm feeling pretty wretched these days. The most prominent thing on my mind is that people left, right and centre at work are dropping like flies as they either move departments, go on holiday or in the case of four people on Thursday and Friday, are made redundant. The scariest thing is that one of them only got told their last day was on Friday, on late Thursday afternoon. I wished her well but I feel guilty for not getting as emotional as I was last November when Becky left... but blah blah blah, I'm not going to bore the majority with details. What I will say is that I'm taking another short break. It's really difficult getting into the drawing mood these days, which is why I've become a hit-and-miss homage city all of a sudden.

It's just a lot of things are starting to get to me, ya know? Things of the furry (apologies to those involved), things of humanity (those old enough to know what the world is really like will know more or less of what I'm talking about)... life in general. So like I said (sort of), rather than say or do something stupid, I'll remain in the shadows for a while, picking at what smirk-worthy scraps. As I write this, it's Daria. Yeah, it's tragic I'm watching a now-extinct MTV show (do they even bother playing decent music, if any, these days?) but the misanthropic remarks make me feel good. Another couple of good things include the Art of Hellboy (the Mike Mignola comic that is, not the Guermiello del Toro film), The Art of Bolt, this month's issues of Ultimate Spider-man and Astounding Wolf-Man and a new wolf photography anthology. Oh, and the 2nd season of Spectacular Spider-Man. So there really is gold at the end of the rainbow after all.

Oh well.

Be well everyone.

P.S. I'm back in one of those black moods again so I don't really know if I can be bothered doing any canon artwork for a while. Not unless something really wows me back into picking up a pencil again and doing something PROPERLY. Sorry.

P.P.S Many gracious thanks go to those European and Australian correspondents who've had to put up with a lot from me this last week of February. I really appreciate you lot hearing me out on domestic woes and worries that don't/won't translate to the US for whatever cacophony of reasons.

P.P.P.S And before a flock of preachers descend from the clouds, I'm just venting that's all. No doubt things'll pick up but I'm not going to kid myself right now and say things WILL get better. Like I say, expect too much and you're bound to be disappointed, expect too little and you're constantly surprised. So there.


Kami Out!
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: Daria
  • Reading: The Fifth Elephant - Terry Pratchett
  • Playing: Okami/Smash Brothers Brawl again

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:iconrudikazootie:
Hey Kami, I'm glad to know that your somehow hanging in there through all of this. It's sad to hear that so many troubles at work are driving you and your fellow workers to this point, but I think your doing a wonderful job hanging in there. I'm not going to lie and guarantee that things are getting better, both the UK and the US have its horrid job and economy situation and it's really scary on both ends. I know about what happened last week and I'm glad you plan on returning to MSN as of next month, i really miss you man. If you ever want to talk or anything, please don't hesitate. I'd love to hear from you and chances are, I might be able to relate to some of your woes. Take care Kami, I wish you tons of luck :3

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ChocoMuff at your service :heart:
:iconaokamidu:
I somehow doubt the row over the Lloyds TSB/HBOS pension, the death of Wendy Richards, the socio-ecomonic collapse, the loss in translation of a lot of American media, the pacing of most imports, the dire straits of British animation and the fact my foster nephew's just turned up out of nowhere will translate well.

But thanks for the sentiment regardless, ya know? I'm sorry things turned out the way they did but ... well, what's past is past and it's just a matter of taking a step back from it all. Indeed, it's been something (not specifically THAT guy) that's been on my mind for some time; this whole... lack of foresight and disregard for life after high school thing... again, not you, nor anyone in particular, but just something that's generally been a gnawing concern. Perhaps another lost-in-translation moment as the schooling system is different over here and the exams come right at the end of school. I honestly have no idea at all what goes on there after your finals.

Anyway, I'm sorry about everything being the way it is, especially with... things as they are that end as well. I hope you're coping alright... again, I apologise for the lack of fan art, but I've been very lazy since Christmas; the drive in me has just gone, due to... well, a lot of stuff.

Gah, I'll stop whining. Take care of yourself and thanks very much for swinging by.

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Brand New Year, Same Old Routine -- Riding that Roundabout We Call Life
:iconspiritedfox:
I'm glad to see you still have hope and have the sense that it will soon turn around for the better. Still, I just wanna remind you that I'm always here (despite my age) willing to listen and assist anyway that I can. Anyway, I don't wanna sound like I'm preaching (not because you said it in your journal about preachers coming down from the clouds) but I always come to think that I am. ^^;

Take care, Alpha Kami and I hope that passion returns back to you soon and with something which makes you fall head over heels with something worth while to you. God bless and "C'est La Vie!" ;3
:iconaokamidu:
Nah, you're just pro-active about life... you have it pretty good, so you should enjoy yourself, ya know? Thanks for swinging by anyway.

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I'm a people person... well, I'm a person. I think.
:iconrudikazootie:
Hey, its all alright Kami. I'm very proud of you overall for hanging in there through all of this. And true, i guess I can't relate to all the UK stuff, but job wise, yes I can. I just hope your doing alright and I'm praying for you still :3

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ChocoMuff at your service :heart:
:iconspiritedfox:
Heh, because of the economy, I can't enter the college (university) I wish to go to and not to mention my parents forcing me to go to the same EXACT college my brother is going to. I have no say for my future for the next three years and I'm not sad that I can't go to college, but this college is not the best... it's community college and not one of the best ones on the list.

Though my problems don't matter. ^^ Anyway, yeah, I do enjoy every second of my life probably for the reason that I'm always optimistic.

Promise me that you won't let the economy get the best of you, Alpha Kami. You don't deserve all the stress, though I know how the economy is hitting everyone and not ceasing. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I don't want you to lose all your ambition, you know? Treasure it; it brings passion and happiness.

I must sound so immature at the moment, but I'm trying. Forgive me if I said anything wrong. You must find my encouragement annoying. ^^;
:icondemon-without-horns:
(Hugs) Once again I'm sorry things seem bleak at work, but also once again I know things will pick up for you no matter how bad they may get. You're an intelligent guy, there's no reason you can't find an even better job with your brains and experience. I'm rather envious of your smarts actually. X3

I do know that life can throw a lot of fastballs at you and it can be overwhelming. But you can never let it bring you down to the ground for good. You need to get back on the horse and ride on! Cheesy I know but you know what I mean I'm sure. You'll always have friends to pick you back up again. ^^

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:iconalpha-skwirl:
Long time no hear o3o Things'll pick up soon, it's all to do with that credit crunch stuff no? Even I have plans for when it's over <:
Just make sure you're taking care of yourself etc and try not to get too down D:
:iconaokamidu:
Thanks Flanders. ;)

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I'm a people person... well, I'm a person. I think.

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